the sinner seek devotion.

2 days. 48 hours. 38124629 things have happened. things go terribly wrong, unpredictably wrong. so much so that, it got on my nerves.

I admit, I blew my top. it seemed like a neverending series of unfortunate events (doesn’t this sound strangely familiar). I was tired, frustrated, pissed off and all the negative emotions you can think of.

it was never an easy task. I knew it’d be hard, but I didn’t expect it to be THIS hard. God really stretched me beyond my limits, so much so that I really felt like giving up at many points in time. I cursed at this terrible series of events, but nothing could take away that pain, disappointment and frustration.

I’d rather not think about it anymore. I’m physically, emotionally and spiritually drained. I need a break.

I’m giving up on myself, my efforts. and depending on my last source of hope.

I surrender all, God.